Tuesday, February 4, 2020

Angels Among Us


Have angels ever entered your life?  How do you know?  Who are they?
            As I moved through Advent scripture filled with angelic appearances, recent events have prompted me to ponder angels.  Though I have difficulty envisioning the angels of scripture, I do think they exist.

            The angel said:
            “Joseph, son of David, have no fear about taking Mary as your wife ….” Mt 1:20
            “Do not be frightened Zechariah; your prayer has been heard ….  Joy and gladness will be yours, ….” Lk 1:13-14
            “Rejoice, O highly favored daughter!  The Lord is with you.  Blessed are you among women.”  Lk 1:28
            “Do not fear, Mary.  You have found favor with God.  You shall conceive and bear a son and give him the name Jesus.”  Lk 1:30-31
            “The Holy Spirit will come upon you and the power of the Most High will overshadow you.”  Lk 1:35
            “You have nothing to fear!  I come to proclaim good news to you – tidings of great joy to be shared by the whole people.”  Lk 2:10

            As I understand, angels generally appear to announce to folks to step-up into life rather than back down or away from life.  Despite fears, they encourage people to rise against sometimes unfathomable odds to inspire goodness, hope in others.  Angels add their light to the sum of God’s light.  They remind us, it is the collection of the days’ little events; crystal blue skies with a warm gentle breeze, a delicious meal with a good friend, a child’s wonder scattering dandelion seeds for the first time, a moment where one’s work made a positive difference; their sum is far greater than any grand event, for grand events are built upon such as these.  Angels disseminate joy!

Joy … gladness not based upon circumstance

            Kelly married my nephew, Tylan, on January 26, 2019.  They recently celebrated their first anniversary.  Kelly introduced her seven-year-old daughter, Emma, into their marriage creating a family of three and inheriting an extended bunch of nearly thirty.  Because she has family living in the St. Louis area, we’ve shared stories and laughter over evening BBQ.
            My parents along with my sisters and their families gathered in Wichita, KS, as we often do, in gratitude to celebrate Christmas.  This year, we welcomed a great grandchild and a new bride-to-be into the family.  Unexpected, Kelly, now battling cervical cancer, flew in from Florida. 
            Her body, compromised for dramatic weight loss, Kelly sported a stylish bandana where long sandy hair once grew.  We circled as a family for a game of white elephant, where either prank or practical gifts are chosen and stolen from one another in a light-hearted manner.  Despite fatigue, Kelly fired clever humor, sometimes satirical to others stealing her selection only for her to acquire another.  All thirty laughed and carried on.  Kelly proved a significant source to spawn it all. 
            Sensitive to Kelly, having journeyed with my wife through extensive cancer treatments, I wondered what cyclone of fears and questions must be pulsing through this young mother’s mind.  What and where were future treatments going to be as she’d been denied experimental trials due to Marfan’s Syndrome?  How was her new husband’s and her daughter’s relationship going to develop, given such a short time?  Traces found in her lungs and liver; where and how fast was cancer metastasizing next?  Who will my daughter become?  Whose lives will she touch?  How will bills get paid; medical, college loans, house payments?
Yet, for four days, discreetly sneaking away for naps, facing nausea and pain, Kelly joined family for meals, activities, socializing, everything right along with Emma!  She missed nothing.  In her struggles, Kelly brought an enduring gift; to prize our time together!
            Less than a week later, we all gathered again in Houston for my nephew Zach and Michelle’s wedding.  Two weeks shy of one year, Kelly joyfully reminisced her own wedding. She was aware of the family’s concerns for her failing health as she received an “In this family, no one fights alone” t-shirt with everyone’s signature scribbled upon it.  And yet, she gracefully, humorously deflected attention to focus on Zach and Michelle.  Spirited, Kelly danced both literally and figuratively.  She rested when needed.  Emma danced for joy!
                  
            In recent years, I received piano lessons from Linda, a talented pianist, music therapist, and friend.  She served many retirement residents and arranged music for her faith community.  Her ability to recall music and play the piano became arduous.  Alzheimer’s aggressively invaded.  No longer able to provide music to others, Linda’s skill for music reduced to fingering strings on her guitar. 
            I’m sure many would call the following a coincidence.  On a bright Monday afternoon, a card Linda sent arrived for my wife.  After reading it, my wife, with an affectionate smile, handed it to me.
            I imagined Linda’s tremored hand writing wriggled script across the humorous print.  “Now my memory ain’t what it use to be even my spelling is shot, but am going to remember you, my friend, all day on Mondays (day my wife received chemotherapies).  I’ve Declared Mondays “Terri DAY.”  You will be on My Mind, love and prayers, Thoughts especially on Mondays.  I promise no mushy stuff.  just Something to make you laugh! Laughter (and) my music has been my best medicine as I face memory loss.  So on Mondays you will get something to make you laugh.” 
            Even with Alzheimer’s, Linda remains a dedicated therapist! 

Through two months, I’ve been mentoring Ray (name changed) and developing his computer literacy, teaching him how to use a cell phone; though the physical phone, including my own, was not allowed in the prison.  Living in confinement for nearly three decades, makes learning technology discouraging.  Yet, Ray has a patient eagerness to learn.  Seems all the residents within the Transition Center (Dept. of Corrections facility for phase 1,2,3 parolees) recognize Ray for his enthusiasm often exchanging a fist pump or brother embrace.  Ray emphasizes peace to residents as he attempts to become more familiar with his Islamic faith. 
            A few days ago, Ray presented a medical record he wanted me to read.  What many didn’t know; depression can overwhelm him.  He lacks half his teeth on one side of his upper jaw and the opposite half on his lower jaw due to severe beatings from his mother.  I scanned numerous documented instances where his mother beat him as a child so severely, so often, he entered the emergency room with broken bones, trauma, and concussions.  Many required extended stays.  Thus far, Ray’s completed 27 years in prison for taking the life of another while under the influence of narcotics.  As a result, Ray suffers from Posttraumatic Stress Disorder.
            When asked about his mother, he tears up as he says he loves her. 
            “She’s still living,” he tells me.  “I want to see her.”
He can’t seem to reconcile why she beat him.  She never visits.  He never knew his dad. 
            “Keep doing what you’re doing,” I advised.
            “What’s that?” he asked. 
            “Lifting the souls of the guys in here.”
            Ray smiled. “I will.”

Joan, a close friend and avid runner with a contagious sense of humor and vitality, was waylaid to discover ALS waged war on her body.  Throughout her ordeals, her husband, Tom, shared stories of Joan’s exhaustion, rapid muscle decline; ability to swallow, speak, run.  At one point, while sitting for her young niece, Joan intentionally decided to choose joy.
            Her children printed “I Choose Joy!” wristbands by the thousands.  Despite deteriorating strength, Joan delivered numerous presentations on behalf of the Muscular Dystrophy Association to heighten awareness that MDA’s research extended beyond Jerry’s Kids to adults.  Among many events, Joan led from her wheelchair annual ALS fundraising walks in Forest Park where she recalled racing 5K’s.
            Sensitive to drawing attention to herself, Joan blushed and spoke synthetically via an I-pad mike at ALS fundraisers organized by her children.  She always lifted, inspired her audience.  Presently, Joan runs and laughs with the Father.  Her children, grandchildren, friends have formed the Suke Strong Foundation to assist those struggling with ALS, most recently, a 31-year old mother caring for her newborn. 
            The foundation thrives on Joan’s spirit and joy!


These individuals and so many others you know have stepped up into life to inspire goodness, hope in others.  They share divine gifts that overwhelm, but can’t be explained.

Joy … gladness not based on circumstance.

My wish for you … joy!

PS.  Thought readers might enjoy this.  “Angels Among Us”  performed by Alabama

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